skywashere

 Instead of wondering around aimlessly asking for someone to make a  change. Open your eyes and make the change yourself. I'm now working as a robotic repair tech and have been doing fairly well at it for awhile. trying to reconnect with old friends that I haven't talked to in a long while,mainly by attempting to call,but nobody really answers. I've changed many aspects of myself,yet the one thing I have been unable to change is not being able to keep in touch with friends. It would be nice though. Success is a lonely life indeed,but thankfully I have my lady to bug me ^-^.

Sunday, the only day out of a week where I become one with my couch and explore the worlds created in video games.I also go for a run,do laundry, clean my apartment, wash my vehicle,manage my finances,help my neighbors.Essentially I have a life only on Sunday,because unlike the growing majority of my generation,I work hard and dedicate myself to be reliable.Its not easy,but it is worth it.I have my own place,vehicle,phone,food.I dont have a cerfew,I dont need a roommate to split bills,I can walk around in my underwear or naked in MY home.I have great credit,but I dont buy what I can't afford.I am independent and able to fend for myself. All b

For a long while now I have been conflicted about drawing again. I learned to draw to be close with someone that brought me great happiness,so when that happiness was lost I no longer drew. It cause me a great deal of pain every attempt I made to draw,so i quit,not even a doodle.... Now this confliction with these urges to draw once more have been growing stronger as I am discovering a new happiness.